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Just getting over some not so fun sickness.
Wasn’t able to attend Jubilee with Calvary this weekend (see above). That fact is slightly frustrating because oftentimes I feel that I never go through with things fully… and that my inability to attend this conference (in spite of needing rest) is somehow attributed to my “loose ends” sort of life, that I can’t seem to finish things or go through with things fully.
Hmm God just told me that I am in a place of waiting and that that sometimes means I have to wait on Him to tie up loose ends in my life, for Him to finish and fulfill certain areas.
I think I need to listen more to what God’s truth has to say about where I am rather than listening to lies that are telling me who I am.
Writing more, loving more, learning more, listening more.
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hi 
as a rule… blogging is be accomplished at least once i week
Lately this transitioning period that i am running around in feels strongly preparatory. I arrive at doors and am able to enter and learn and enjoy my time and progress and move on to somewhere new… but a lot of the time i find myself only being able to hear whispers behind certain doors and unable to turn the handle to enter in. Those doors where only muffled sounds can be heard are the hardest to forget right now… and I’m making a habit of nearly driving myself crazy trying to hear. I’m knowing that I’ll eventually be able to walk inside, and this is a time to have other senses sharpened.
Currently in the middle of three books. It just always takes me approximately one million years to get through one book because I have to jump around and start new ones… I find myself wanting to hear different stories. My three lovers? One Hundred Years of Solitude, The Small Rain, and The Kingdom of God is Within You. Oh, be patient with me, I’m so sorry.
I’m afraid this hasn’t been much of a post…
um i do suggest reading those books. but dont tell me what happens.
also, see the movie Once. I guarantee it will break your heart. If you want to fall in love and sing romantic songs with dissonant chords that then resolve themselves so elegantly with perfectly simple but passionate harmonies (see: me) then you should already be packing for the dusty gray weather of the UK. See you there.
